well there’s no real point to posting this since only 2 people follow me on here but idk i dont want to post this on facebook where everyone can see and comment but need to say it and isnt that what a blog is for… also as the title of this blog says its a physical representation of my my thoughts (not all of them because i dont have enough time to put them all down) anyway here’s the thought i wanted to get out i am gonna type it how i think it in well my “inner monolouge” so it is gonna sound like something i would say to someone but im not gonna put who they are…
We talk all the time and even tell each other that three word phrase that means more than you can ever put into three words but something feels wrong… We are perfect for each other and whenever we talk I am happier than I am any other time but there are a few things where it just doesn’t feel real… you are too good to be true too perfect to be real and way more than I deserve even as just a friend. there’s also the distance, every time we talk, talking to you makes me happy but it kills me to know you are too far away to see. then there’s the two other factors that I don’t want to mention that make it harder for me to have feelings for you without feeling like i am doing something wrong by having them but I just cant help it…
